There's someone... Someone who I think about occasionally. Someone who seems to think about me sometimes, but is a person I can't figure out.
When I think about him, I get butterflies.
When I think about his music, I smile.
When I think about the two of us, I wonder.
He makes me feel more creative, more relaxed and kind of.. in peace.
I don't really know what this feeling is. But it made me read over my previous post from a few days ago. I contemplated how I felt then and how I did now. It's wierd to me....
My mind wants so badly to know what he's thinking. My heart wants to know if he feels at all the same way.
Yet I keep this inside because I never know how he'll feel or what could happen.
I am absolutely terrified. What is this feeling? What is this that is making me feel this way? I'm horrified to let someone in that far, for fear that I'll just get hurt again. Like I have before...
I don't want to hurt him either. That's one of my biggest fears.
I just need a hug maybe.. from him.. maybe..
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