Some nights...
"Some nights" by FUN is completely appropriate for my feelings right now.
Totally and completely overwhelmed. (That's an understatement)
STILL getting everything done, slowly but surely.
I'm not perfect and neither have I found that person who can accept that. I always wonder because when I see someone's profile on Facebook and notice that each person in our mutual friends or in their friends list that pops up, every single one of them has someone that loves them.
But Some nights... my heart breaks. Some nights I praise my life. Some terrible things have happened but some amazing things have too.
I have to focus on the good.
I have to get my shit done and prove everyone else wrong in the end.
Thank god for Pandora sometimes. Because now "Send me on my Way" by Rusted Root just came on.
See? Either the gods or my mom are looking down on me, shaking their heads and saying
"no worries, you've got this".
After contemplating all this, and feeling sad for myself because I'm not in a relationship and have so much to do and generally just feeling low- I'm not alone, and it only took me this long to realize it. Thanks Ma, I appreciate the boost.
I got this.
