I would love someone to watch movies with.
I desire someone who yells at me then I can yell back but seconds later can make me smile.
I require attention. No kidding, I think everyone knows that.
Let's see,
I talk to much and tell some people everything, even without meaning to.
I am aware I'm not ...conventional when it comes to looks.
I understand that my personality and over confidence are over bearing.
Is anyone willing to take that on?
I suppose that's who I'm waiting for; that person who doesn't give a shit about what others think and could stand being themself for a change. Instead of the person everyone else has convinced them to be. That would be great.
And I'm looking for challengers...
God, I make it sound like a fucking competition... Honestly, I'm not that scary. Even thought everyone seems to think I am.
I need a good laugh.. I nap on the floor with a friend with nothing to do... THAT would be most magical to me right now :)
Actually any time to hang out with anyone is much loved.
I got to hang out with my Audrey and introduce her to A Very Potter Musical and played dress-up and ate snacks and slid down the hallway...
I miss that.
Thank god I'm back. Thank god I have some time to just myself.
Don't get me wrong, I love people but it's rough sometimes when you feel like an island in the middle of a city... I tend to feel isolated in a huge group of people. I'd rather be with just one person, despite how many people I may know. I can't wait to find that person I Can just be with and not even worry about life... I'm kinda tired of being that one person people are used to seeing by themselves. After a while they feel you're self-sufficient too so you don't need that reassurance, that kind word, a touch, a pat, just that genuine smile or laugh people don't show anymore.
I'm the sort of person who needs that, and yes, I can see through that fake smile and thoroughly through that fake facade you put on that obviously you would like me to leave you alone. Well I can do that.
Where are all the people who love unconditionally others, yet themselves too?
Where are all the people who might just like you for your personality and not make life something like out of a stupid, audience aimed blockbuster?
Where have all the knights gone who had that compassion and trust that shined just as brightly as the sun?
Where are all the people, living for today?
I just want to find that person... and I feel like they're close by.
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