I'm pretty sure I have homework to do but I can't think of what it is.

Oh well.

Fuck my horrible memory.

ANYWAY... I had a decent day. Actually it was pretty great :)

Even though I woke up in such a grouchy mood, I couldn't stand it. I still decided to make it better. My friend Cam and I hung out for like 3 hours and it was great. I helped him with this amazing photography project and we just hung out and stuff. I love him :) He's just a sweetheart and *sigh* I want to hang out with him all the time. He's so chill and so adorable and just a nice person to hang with. He deals with my craziness and silliness in a way that's just like "Hey, I think that's awesome. And you rock.." and I just want to yell out with a happy little yell.

He makes my life.

Besides him, there aren't so many people I can just be like that with. But gaaahh I don't know. I'm in a space right now that I would love to fall into a relationship but I don't know how/if I could handle one. I hate being so busy. And I hate the fact that there's three guys in my life right now. Let's see: Ricky, Cam and Jordan all of a sudden. I don't get it. And poor Daniel... He wants CL so badly he can't stand it. I'm so tired of drama. I want to be in a relationship. But not. I don't know. But as I actually fall asleep, I must meander. Good night friend.