As I listen to "Some Nights" by Fun. yet again tonight (this morning since it's 4:27am), I start to recollect this past week...
I must say it's been so incredibly showing of many things.
Today was the year anniversary of my Mom's passing and I learned that I have a great friend in my dear Frankie-Francesa Gayle. She got me out of bed and into the sunshine.
I found that I underestimate or being to overestimate people and then they hit my expectations. I'm looking at you, Justin. I was pretty sure I wasn't to get any notice from someone I consider a best friend until he couldn't help but message/FaceTime and make me laugh. Them two are exactly what I asked God for when I was a little girl.
And having Justin in Boone with me made life so much easier to try and deal with. Of course there were a few bumps along the way (getting pulled over, getting a flat on top of a goddamn mountain, ya know- the usual). But overall and many poptarts later, the weekend extended to a week. Then there was alcohol involved and emotions were released. Issues and conflicts were brought up but what else could possibly happen when the liquor is flowing, good friends are near and music is setting the perfect scene.
I'm almost completely settled into my new place. Amaria and I seem to already have a great relationship (and a good deal of drunk pictures already) and I can't wait for the rest of this year.
There's still a mental blockage of this year, I can't seem to picture a lot of anything in the future for some reason. Maybe that's good? All I know is that I plan on not being quite so frivolous and galavantly galavanting all over town. I want to get a hold of all my affairs and my personal faculties.
I really should make a list so I can't forget everything that I need to do, get ready and promise to myself.
I promise not to try not to overload myself this semester.
I promise to be better with money, than I have been this year.
I promise to not take anything for granted.
I promise to make whoever I start dating, happy as much as I can.
And finally, I promise to go on plenty of adventures.
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