Happy :)

I met a boy.
I met a boy who cares a lot about me. He told me himself.

I can't quit gushing about him either. He's so cute and funny and charming and goddamnit he's absolutely perfect.

I'm pretty sure he knows me almost as well as I know myself now (or about as much as Erin knows probably)... He knows so much about my past that I'm sure he could tell you himself.
I feel like he and I have been together for an incredibly long time........

He and I met a week ago.
Exactly.
From today, which happens to be Valentines day.

This kinda nervous guy comes up to me.. Without asking for my name, asks for my number. I awkwardly looked around and made sure he was talking to me... Then even more awkwardly I introduced myself and said "Sure...?" gave him my number, expecting him to have been dared to ask me, or he was doing it for some other guy or some other god-known reason. The only thing was, he made my absolute shit-hole of a day so much better. I bragged about it to my friends the next day and he had texted me that night and asked if we could go out that next day. Just for ice cream or something. I agreed and found out just how easy it was to talk to him... He and I decided we wanted to "date". Something that neither of us had a whole lot of good experience in. But hey, what the hell anyway.
He wanted to see me again, before he went home on Friday so he came to my work and I hugged him and yet again awkwardly introduced him to a couple of my girls in the shop. he went home and we talked all weekend. He said he couldn't wait to hang out with me on Sunday when he got back. I prepared all day Sunday for him and you couldn't have stopped the pounding in my chest with anything. He got here at my dorm at about 10:30pm and we talked for 2 hours straight. We sat up on my bed and were going to start a movie potentially except the two of us were so tired and kept yawning, he suggested we snuggle together for a minute. We fit perfectly together. It was so weird how fast the time flew... We talked about almost everything and he called me beautiful while I blushed at how handsome he really is. We fit like a glove.
Then he looked at me, and we kissed. It was so sweet, it almost hurt. He would brush the hair off of my face and hold it there. I couldn't even tell you how much it felt too good to be true.
All the things we bonded about, how similar we are, our families and just life- stays with him and I.
I just have to brag about how perfect he is. I don't want to jinx it, I don't want to ruin this. I just want him. I want to sleep next to him and hold on and not let go. It hurts and I miss him already.

Today was the best Valentines day of my life. I can't remember when I was this happy. He makes me this happy and I want to relish this day forever and replay it over and over again. He took me to Capones, it was the "first place I ever saw you" he said. When it was his birthday, his roommate/my friend took him there, and there was I. He saw me and now he has me.

I can't not smile when I think of him and how he makes me feel. I can't help Not gushing about him to everyone I know and love. I can't help to want to feel his arms around me and his voice in my ear saying how he wants to protect me. I want to look into those huge brown eyes of his and make sure I can protect him too. I can't wait to be with him again and it will be in less than 10 hours.
This feels like a movie romance. It feels too good to be true. Neither he or I can even wrap our heads around how we feel about each other. We just know how we do.



He told me that he loved me tonight. He told me he's never felt this way before. Like he's been looking for me the whole time. I know it's fast but honestly, I feel the same way too.

So this is what love feels like :)

I can't wait for tomorrow.